amazing!
we have made it to 7 weeks....it has gone fast, and it has gone slow.
i have not slept more than 4 hours at a time in sooo long, but....i really do not feel that bad.
some days i am exhausted, other days i feel as though i am unstoppable....
beckett is changing daily.....and now we are getting those big smiles, and lots of eye contact and even some cooing..it is wonderful!
i look forward to routine again, and schedule...but for now, i am just enjoying my littlest peanut and the joys of having a newborn around..as she is most likely our last child.....they grow so fast, and when i really stop to look at braydon and brielle..i am reminded of how fast they grow! braydon is such a boy.....it is hard to believe he was once as small as beckett, & brielle talks non-stop...could it really be that at one time she depended on me the way her little sister did.....truly amazing! as i sit here, my baby is sleeping on my bed as she had a very hard evening and i am just watching her sleep (the bed is still made, otherwise....i may be laying there next to her sleeping myself)....it is truly amazing to me that she (and her siblings) are here with us.....awesome!